first point of order, i am now 16!
i had a surprise birthday party^^ honestly at first i thought 'aw fuck im going to hate this' but to tell the truth its the best birthday id ever had
thankyou to my friends who came. you really made me feel loved (and thankyou to triffy for POKEMON F**KING HEARTGOLD!!!!
im now legal...though just because i can probably doesnt mean i will for ages yet...ah well
busy month this month as im on a residential, starting my gcses properly, going to leeds to see my uncle and aunt and their kids and some other stuff ive probably forgotted
im nearing the final leg of my secondary school days and im about to be pole vaulted headfirst into college and near adultlife. im petrified, but its the good kind of petrified that makes you feel alive and well and on your toes and prepares you against whatevers gonna come up. and i already have a place in college and the main GCSE's under my belt (barring R.E which will be a doddle...heh heh...doddle)
staying in a mansion for a couple of days to work on a theater project. im a little disappointed cause i didnt get to do any script writing (they asked me to do the end but i forgot and they used triffy's instead) and thats like one of my main skills. i did do some art forthem but at the moment im really not quite sure whether they're using it or not. and im in small one line and non speaking parts which is a shame because i kinda like acting...its fun...id probably have taken it if our school didnt do crappy musicals all the time (barring bugsy malone that i couldnt audition for case i was busy on the day)
*sigh* but at least i get to sing...and dance...hooray -_- i suppose i just feel like i could have contributed more and i havent been given the chance to get to my full potential...also theres the fear ill suck on the performance night and let everybody down *shudders*
ah well, i like old buildings and im sure it wont be THAT horrible (thinks back to when i lost my tooth) and some of th girlsthere are quite cute and fun too
on a lighter note im reading 'the vampire lestat' again and LOVING IT anne rice is to vampires what muffins are to pot heads with the munchies. she's my idol i suppose and if i can get to be a quater as good as her then im set for life.
blagh actual book writing is going slowwly...i cant focus and i have huge writers block because of the gcse's.
. plusi keep getting all stressed out and yelling at my friends for stupid reasons (im sorry by the way) i just need more sleep...
till next month im signing out